Tuesday, November 30, 2010

A picture of yourself with ten facts



  1. I love music, rain, and enormously large snowflakes.
  2. When i’m crying, upset, sad, or stressed I love to run. It slowly clears my thoughts and helps me remember who I am.
  3. I give my heart to people easily. The best feeling in the world is when I meet people who respect it and hold it carefully.
  4. Karen Low -“You push snooze about five times every morning.” Haha it’s really only about two.
  5. My worst trait—jealousy—I know it's such an awful thing.
  6. I honestly haven’t figured out what color my eyes are yet it doesn't help that they seem to change daily...
  7. I love my family with all of my heart; sometimes I am not the best sister/daughter, but I truly love them more than anything in the world.
  8. I love making someone’s day just a little brighter whether it’s by sharing a funny story, a smile, or a cheesy joke (most people think they are lame but they still laugh lol)
  9. I secretly try to make myself dream what I want each night. Haha it’s like writing a new book in my life each night and hoping my subconscious will continue on after I consciously write the first chapter.
  10. I sorta have an addiction to brushing my teeth... I get mocked about it a lot. I can't help it one day my sister (dental assistant) showed me a new way to brush and floss and i've been hooked ever since. Laugh at me if you want but when I am old and still have clean healthy teeth—We'll see who's laughing.
There you have it ten random things I quickly thought up. Hopefully there is a new random fact you have discovered about me.
Karleefry
Today I just want to spotlight some amazing songs. Songs just make me fall in love! They get me to thinking crazy wonderful things. I can't blame someone for what they don't know. It would seem that at one time or another we're all looking for someone to help us out—someone to lean on for support. Hope you enjoy here is
HE IS WE - BLAME IT ON THE RAIN
You got me caught in all this mess.
I guess we can blame it on the rain.
My pain is knowing
I can't have you.
I can't have you.
Tell me.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush?
When you go in for a hug
and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy?
Am I crazy?
I catch my breath.
The one you took the moment you entered the room.
My heart, it breaks at the thought
Of her holding you.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush?
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?
Maybe I'm alone in this,
But I find peace in solitude
Knowing if I had but just one kiss
This whole room would be glowing.
We'd be glowing.
We'd be glowing.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush?
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?


HE IS WE- LIGHT A WAY.
The morning’s here, and we’re still caught up in the night.
The sky was clear, and everything felt right.
Our time is short, but I’m sure I’ll see you soon.
We’ll take another walk along the bridge, and underneath the moon.
What a find, If I could I’d hit rewind and replay.
All the moments that I wished, I could’ve called you mine.
And tonight, I pray.
Light a way, on my love.
Light a way, from above.
Shine it down, lead me home,
Back to him.
A night away, and we’ve got a few to go.
And I’ve mastered the art of missing, and my smile lacks a glow.
That you showed me how to shine that very night.
We were entwined, Oh God how I wish you were mine.
And tonight, I pray.
Light a way, on my love.
Light a way, from above.
Shine it down, lead me home,
Back to him.
Bring me back to him.
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray my heart you choose to keep.
And if I die before I wake, all of me is yours to take.
If I don’t see you again, It’d take all I have within.
Maybe I’ll just stay awake, I think I’ll just stay awake.
Light a way, on my love.
Light a way, from above.
Shine it down, lead me home,
Light a way, on my love.
Light a way, from above.
Shine it down, lead me home.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Baby it's cold outside!


What do you do when the wind is blowing 70-100 km/h!!! What do you do when it's so cold outside your shoes stick to the ground! What do you do when the roads are ice you slide in 4wheel drive? Haha well Taylor and I know what to do we had a blast today. Hopefully tomorrow the roads stay terrible so school can be cancelled, and Jaden's football provincials will be cancelled so he can stay home and play with Taylor and I :) I just love my little brother he has the funniest little kid ever, and he often pulls the same funny faces I do on a regular basis. Today he told me i'm "his one and only girl" ( and then mumbled well I don't have a girlfriend so that makes sense) haha goofball. He also informed me that life is no fair girls can burp louder than boys. Don't ask me how he came to this conclusion???? but the kid is basically a genius. Can't wait for Ryan to come to town tomorrow! Ya-ah!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Don't take what you don't need, from me.













It's only temporary.It couldn't possibly last forever.Soon it will leave and give me some relief. I love life it's the best, but sometimes I think I would love to be able to stand in a field of flowers and forget everyone and everything. Forget that life happens and just be able to spin in circles, lay down in the sunshine and feel completely satisfied all on my own. A break from life would be most beneficial for my mind which is continually running at a pace I can't keep up with.

Monday, November 15, 2010


Dear Cardston,
There's no place like home :) I love you. I miss my truck. I miss squishing Steph, Jane, Shell, and Kate into the cab with me and cruising. I miss driving. I miss my family, my dog, my house, and my bedroom. I miss my ward and all the old people who love you and know your name; all the kids you've grown up with. Can't wait to be home. Can't wait to visit everyone. I miss my temple and driving by it daily. Can't wait to go to the Alumni Tournament—going to be weird being apart of the alumni.... Can't wait to see my brothers! I miss you Cardston.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Breathe.

This is where i get lost, this is where i run, this is where i don't know what to do. This is who i am when i get to scared to choose. This is where i'm thrown an ultimatum. This is where i can't decide; where it's easier to pretend the fool. Perhaps you ask to much, perhaps i require to much. Perhaps i don't know what is being asked of me. Perhaps i don't want to. Ignorance is bliss... until the ignorance is lost and with it goes the bliss. I can't step any closer so i step back. Maybe i need to be told what to do. Maybe i work to hard to understand the simple. Maybe it's all a matter of time and learning. Maybe i've never been in these shoes before, and maybe you're to used to wearing them. Maybe you don't know you're wearing them.

Hey, what did you think i'd say. I don't wanna be.... it's something i can't understand. It's never going to be the same again. I don't wanna be.... those words are like falling pieces, and i'm always going to miss them now. Built up a world of magic....but it was a trick and the clock struck twelve. Keep your feet on the ground when your heads in the clouds.


Monday, November 8, 2010

Imagine♥

If it wasn't for all these emotions going on—I'd think i was dead right now... How much of everything can be jammed into one small space before it explodes! I need escape. Just a small escape from everything to forget all the meaningless things that keep taking over my mind. Escape is necessary but not always in reach... this will have to be enough for now....

Sometimes it’s like there is so much more out there, so many more things i should be doing, so much more that is expected of me. How do i begin to accomplish it all? It’s hard becoming a new person or just plain having the desire to become new. It’s so much easier to stick to your “rut”, but guess what—I’m done with you! I’m not you anymore, i'm changing and life is changing.

I’m opening the blinds to my life and showing the world me. Life be still and move slowly don’t disturb me as i create my dreams. Time to grow up and face reality....step out of other's dreams and take on my own. Life is about advancing pressing forward through a maze of choices, and sometimes and more often, backtracking to find the correct route to take on. I’m sick of feeling burdened by stupid and meaningless things that shouldn’t have an effect on me or way me down in anyway. I’m excited to take on a changing and more evolved me.

Time to lift up my head and take on the world. It’s time to smile just because i can, laugh because it feels great, and run because nothing holds me down. Life, go ahead and throw all you want at me, but know that i am going to stand and face it all as i *live in every moment*... because i know that everything happens for a reason.

Eventually all my pieces will fall into place but until then: I’m going to laugh at the confusion i get lost in. I’m going cry in the moments that take my breath away. I’m going to smile away my fears. I’ll sing away my pain. I’ll hold on to every memory in my life that fulfilled just a little piece of my dreams, and despite how you try to convince me i'm going to be able to do it all relying on my own two feet.