Some mistakes you wish to make... for some reason or another you want to push those close to you away by hurting them. Many seem to be gifted with this ability and it doesn't bother them at all as long as they got what they wanted from it. It's not always so simple... for some it haunts and creeps back up whenever you think it's been forgotten. It always slides back in reminding you the mess you made. In some instances its been forgotten but to those who your choices influenced whenever your with them your mistakes are in their faces and you can't help but be reminded.