I’m a selfish person... my desires sometimes run me taking control and pushing me away from what really matters. So selfishly I make stupid choices. And now i’m paying for it. Silly girl. Crazy girl. Stupid girl. I feel attached to the lyrics to Rain by Breaking Benjamin. “Rain rain go away come again another day. All the world is waiting for the sun.” Im laying here waiting for the rain to stop falling down on me. Im ready for the sun. Something bright. Something special. Something happy. I’ll be waiting for you if you let me. I love you because you take away my rain.