I’m a selfish person... my desires sometimes run me taking control and pushing me away from what really matters. So selfishly I make stupid choices. And now i’m paying for it. Silly girl. Crazy girl. Stupid girl. I feel attached to the lyrics to Rain by Breaking Benjamin. “Rain rain go away come again another day. All the world is waiting for the sun.” Im laying here waiting for the rain to stop falling down on me. Im ready for the sun. Something bright. Something special. Something happy. I’ll be waiting for you if you let me. I love you because you take away my rain.

I love life. I love to be happy. I love... love. I want my smile to be contagious. I want people to be affected by the sparkles in my eyes and the love I have for everything colorful. All I really want is to be the best I can be! As I build my endings. I have endings so I can have new beginnings. So I created this blog so I can see where each of my beginnings and endings fall in my life, where they take me, and how I ultimately design each one.